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a painting of something i don't understand

by lucas

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a song about unrequited love

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don't be mean to me,
i love you
don't be mean to me, baby
i care
you tell me not to sleep alone, baby,
but you know i don't like to share

if i fell, would you catch me?
falling with your head over your heels

will you be kind if i miss you?
how can i show you i know you?
it hurts me when you don't care
i want to be trapped in your snare
if i hide, will you seek?
if i die, will you weep?

i'm just sitting here,
all alone,
just wondering
i'm just sitting here
knowing i'd be yours a million times

can i tell you something you might not know?
i've been yours in my dreams
crystal visions like stevie
how come you don't ever need me?

if i fell, would you catch me?
falling with your head over your heels?

i am withering away
waiting for the day
that will come when you're mine
however long, i don't mind

i smoke to see what i'll find
i never know where i'll go
in the atmosphere, i wonder
are you hooked on another?

well, the Earth is my mother
i know, to her, i'll return
but in the mean time i find
i'll be yours, but, you'll never be mine

so i stare at this painting
knowing i'll never understand
i look to you for advice
it never comes and that's fine

i fell, and you never caught me
so my head returns above my heels

and i know ill be just fine

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released February 12, 2022

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lucas North Carolina

hi! im lucas, a butch lesbian from western NC. i make bedroom music and do lesbian things. he/him.

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