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growing pains

by lucas

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the trans experience

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when i was young
there was a part of me
that i could never change
"mama, please!"
i used to scream
falling on my knees
"you'll feel different when you grow up,"
"it'll change when you get older," mhm

well i've been through the growing pains
my brain is full of storms
my mind is full of hurricanes
and still, this thought, it roars

anvil sitting on my chest
it comes in many forms
corset wrapped around my lungs
pain left over from before
thought it'd be different now
i'm grown up
i don't need you anymore
but my lungs are still bound
and speaking is a chore, mhm

will i heal?
will my lungs grow back, open up
so i can take a deep breath?

and mother i am sorry for screaming
and making your ears sore
father i'm sorry that i yelled
that isn't me anymore
it was the growing pains

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released February 28, 2021
pic creds 2 the matrix

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lucas North Carolina

hi! im lucas, a butch lesbian from western NC. i make bedroom music and do lesbian things. he/him.

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